God as Savior?

I’ve never been in a war, never been under fire (literally), so I can’t assert the truth or falseness of the statement:  “There are no atheists in fox-holes.”  But I have lived in my own version of fox-holes, have found my way into and out of them, and can assert that...

Simple vs. Ordinary

I recently came out of a flat period in my life, not depression exactly (but easily mistaken for such), more of a sense of 2-D detachment to my days.  At first I wondered if I was resisting the ordinary flow of my life:  wake-up, tasks, work, sleep, sprinkled with a...
Being a Conduit of Joy

Being a Conduit of Joy

Changing the footing of our life work, our daily activities is a challenging process under any circumstances.  But initiating such a change away from the premise that our life must be productive in order to be of value, is almost impossible.  We are indoctrinated with...

Would I rather be RIGHT or Serene?

I had a mentor ask me this question about 30 years ago, and I’ve never forgotten it!  Of course I wanted to be RIGHT!  I had to be RIGHT, my life (so my ego thought) depended on being RIGHT!  I was terrified of being wrong, of making a mistake, of being found out. ...
Have vs. Have Not

Have vs. Have Not

An ex-partner once said to me that I had what it took (whatever THAT means) to have been wildly successful, and rich — the brilliance, creativity, etc.  Then he followed up with:  “So why aren’t you?” I was offended, not complimented – it was...

What if the Other Shoe NEVER drops?

For years I lived in the certainty that the proverbial “shoe would always drop”.  I never doubted that this was so; it was simply a matter of time.  I lived in a perpetual state of tension, sometimes extreme fear, at other times a low-grade anxiety,  but absolutely...
I AM “Good Enough”

I AM “Good Enough”

When I start to examine my Life I get into trouble. When I compare my insides to other people’s outsides, I get into trouble. I periodically find myself in moments of doubt, questioning the choices that I’ve made, questioning the paths that I’ve taken.  Wondering if I...
Full to Overflowing

Full to Overflowing

On the days my glass is ‘half-full” I go away and I doubt God.  And when I can’t doubt God, I doubt myself.  And depending on my mood, I can stay in this zone for an hour, a day, a week and lose myself completely in this spiral.  Examining: “How did I let...
There is Life Out There

There is Life Out There

Took a beautiful walk today out to a point that granted an almost 360 degree view of beaches and ocean, with a forest behind me. Up a gentle slope up-hill through a glade, then into the forest of trees, past an abandoned house.  Then on through a canopy of trees,...
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